1.29.2009

Really Random


1. Is it cool for me to want to spend my spare time pondering your being, hoping for a glimpse of what makes you tic
2. Life through your lens has captured my attention
3. i had the greatest orgasm last night, i came spiritually
4. i felt the need to share this with the world of facebook and it cause a damn up roar
5. How does one find taboo what they are so familiar with
6. Lyrics words haunt me at the most intense moments of the day
7. i've found myself avoiding them for they make the distance between us so much greater
8. so i've moved my bed so i can sleep facing west in hopes that shes sleeping facing east, so we can meet at the purple moons that orbit our dreams
9. HE: i've gotten to the point where his words no longer stir me, but the will always invoke thought
10. his genius exist regardless of me
11. Excuse the intense tango my thoughts and words are dancing on this page, my feelings have no focal point at this moment
12. I've become comfortable in my own skin, its the most liberating feeling
13. My shower baptizes me daily, it allows me to become a new man, to face the chaotics of the city with new untainted eyes
14. Speaking of taint, i look forward to experiencing untainted love, to feel needed, to need and do so with out shame
15. i've had this unexplained intense feeling for a long time, its blurred my vision, at times skewed my perception, caused my mind to wonder, day dream, stare off into distances

yours exposed,
jahmar

2 comments:

sheCheyil said...

my pen is silent,
wrapped around
the chaos in your thoughts,
swimming through the emotion
that floods pages
in the hopes of finding
a life jacket.

i've tried to stay away...
keep this pen from tracing the trail
you leave behind,
each time
i've failed.

Anonymous said...

Yes.