exist

lets occupy my uptown 5th floor fire escape
drown out lenox's sound
lets converse...
lets talk life between sips of Riesling and bites of 88 star Chinese take-out

in hush tones as if we don't want to wake the neighbors
lets conjure up our kids personalities

she will be just like me and he will take after you
will give them my lips and your eyes

lets for this moment forget about student loans
lets talk about the spaceship we'll hop in to visit Saturn
lets count stars and give them names of our favorite artist

we'll make donny and nina part of our constellation

lets us talk Oprah politics and Obama religions

lets just for tonight forget about history

and re write it so that you and i are the norm

so we are not looked at crazy for being in love

let us if only for this moment just exist

lets just be...

Inspired

this womens words have given light in my darkest hours, they've aloud me to see life through new eyes

Really Random

1. Is it cool for me to want to spend my spare time pondering your being, hoping for a glimpse of what makes you tic
2. Life through your lens has captured my attention
3. i had the greatest orgasm last night, i came spiritually
4. i felt the need to share this with the world of facebook and it cause a damn up roar
5. How does one find taboo what they are so familiar with
6. Lyrics words haunt me at the most intense moments of the day
7. i've found myself avoiding them for they make the distance between us so much greater
8. so i've moved my bed so i can sleep facing west in hopes that shes sleeping facing east, so we can meet at the purple moons that orbit our dreams
9. HE: i've gotten to the point where his words no longer stir me, but the will always invoke thought
10. his genius exist regardless of me
11. Excuse the intense tango my thoughts and words are dancing on this page, my feelings have no focal point at this moment
12. I've become comfortable in my own skin, its the most liberating feeling
13. My shower baptizes me daily, it allows me to become a new man, to face the chaotics of the city with new untainted eyes
14. Speaking of taint, i look forward to experiencing untainted love, to feel needed, to need and do so with out shame
15. i've had this unexplained intense feeling for a long time, its blurred my vision, at times skewed my perception, caused my mind to wonder, day dream, stare off into distances

yours exposed,
jahmar