And so it begins that today marked the end.
This harsh reality hit as I sat legs stretched out staring out frost bitten window witnessing winters last defeat over my favorite tree
Between sades song for Jezebel and discussions of James Allen as a man thinketh.
It was in these most sincere moments that I realized the end of this tantrick affair was quickly approaching.
And I had yet to come to grips with it, I've given myself the before you leave you must know speech over over but it just won't work.
So I've decided that I refuse to tell you that you'll be missed because missing you is not an option, it will mean that I've aloud you to completely leave.
I've decided that I will keeps pieces of you tuck away in my minds secret folds for they will keep me comfort in my times of need or want...
every time I go to dial your number in hopes that we can share a bed for the night, they will embrace me...
every time I'm on the street see someone who reminds me of you and part my lips to call your name,they to will be there...
every time I find myself myself waking in a cold sweat hand cradling an erect dick,they will be bedded with me...
every time I find myself making tea in the wee hours of the night and watching the dry ass humor of Frasier, there they will be...
and every time it may end with me realizing that these pieces of you are just distant memories, and frustration may quickly come in but I will have...
So I still have you.
So Winter here is to our last dance for now, Although I look forward to the coming and Spring
I will wait silently for your return...
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she
was the only one
who could
make your bones shudder
and still be beautiful.
she
cradled the warmth of
Orange Spice and cracking wood
in her whisper,
and yet
with an extra hour
her gray sunsets
give way
to color.
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