Glimpse into SHE #1

...The emotional scars lucidly cloud her aura

She's been branded by the names of her fore fathers

All masters of verbal abuse

Given the alias lose at the tender age of 12

For telling that her cousin touched her in a place

That shes now convinced was alright

Told her that her indigo shade spoke of her dirtiness

And that his thrust and gift that came after

Would cleanse her bringing her the purity that she longs for

So she searches endlessly

Legs cocked open welcoming any stiff dick

Connected to the body of any man who she believes has game....

Masterbation (inspired by saul williams)

Masturbation is the one religious experience that allows

me to get in touch with my inner god, it takes me to a realm

that consists of only the two of us, its in that realm that i

grasp the notion that we are one in the same for he lets me

call him me.

Nina

I fell asleep

I was being serenaded by the soulful tones of the late Nina Simone

And somewhere between Feeling Good and Mississippi Goddam

You snuck in

You arrived right on the perfect crescendo

Never when I want you

But always on time

It's like at that moment we personified divinity

This was truly meant to be

Or was it

Had I mistaken Nina's songs of love and passion

For your hearts unspoken language

And been carried away by my souls ambitions

That's often happened in the past...

The Away Message

I felt a hand caress my dick and woke only to find you were not there

then it hit me that you hadn't been in quite some time

and I had fallen asleep on top of my covers holding myself

probably dreaming of your touch and the past sessions of comfort its brought

and like so many nights to put my mind and body at rest

I will find that comfort with the familiar curve of my right hand and help from KY

and its after I've emptied my body of all that's left of me

that I will climb under my covers and find sweet slumber

and dream, dream really big

and these ones won't include you

I've adapted to your absence

and have learned to put myself to bed

I'm away Dreaming Big

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All that emotions intertwined into lovemaking bullshit has gone out the door after tonight
there will be no more souls being tied during our serenades,

no there wont be signs of anything and god will not be sharing a room with us looking in,

because I'm quite sure he will not be blessing my yin banging against your yang,

quite frankly I never believed in the observance of love in the bedroom anyway,

so lets just be real and call it what it is

pure adulterated fucking and me fucking you in other terms would be just fucking wrong..

so now comes the rules...

1. I will not be looking deep into your eyes and kissing you passionately to get things started kissing is for the hopeless romantic motherfuckers

2. No I will not be calling you baby in between thrust and asthmatic breaths because that's who you aren't

3. And we will not be calling out gods name during our fuck sessions because like I said before he does not bless it

4. No We will not go slow because that allows thoughts to creep in your head of what you think is love making, so we will fuck rapidly to prevent that shit

5. We will not lay glisten in sweat waiting for our breath to sync

6. We will not wash together because I don't want your dirty ass juices and suds flowing on my feet

7. And no you can't stay for a while and chill and for that matter your ass can't stay the night

8. Oh and once the condoms flushed the sessions over so don't try and restart shit cause I need my rest for the next session due to start in a hour.

9. So please make sure as you leave you pencil in our next session and until then don't contact me.

(Oh and if at any point this upsets you realize this you made this decision for us. Exclusivity just wasn't your fit.)

Chanel No. 5

She wrote a message on my mirror in her chanel number 5 lipstick and as I read it tears formed in the corners of my eyes. I turned my head because I refused to see myself cry. As I wept the message replayed over and over in my head, I LOVED YOU ENOUGH TO LEAVE YOU.....